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![[*]](./images/engage/default_icon.gif) posted on 7-9-10 at 06:39 AM |
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Still stuck. An addict's heart is a black hole.
What is hiding in there?
What are the feelings that I can't handle?
1) Stress, because I have to work, but do nothing.
2) My wife works very hard, and I don't support our houshold like she does
3) My problems make me miserable, and then I can't support her emotionally either
4) I avoid contact with her because I don't want to be a burdon
5) I stay alone and so does she
Porn is boring.
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Hadinuff
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| posted on 7-9-10 at 06:47 AM |
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sixth page in my journal...
anyway, I am tired of saying that i GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA go back to my work. It doesn't help. Maybe two minutes of meditation? At least. This way I can
prove to myself that I don't need to use the internet all the time.
Porn is boring.
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Hadinuff
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| posted on 7-9-10 at 07:34 AM |
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one of the reasons I can't concentrate on my work is that I feel that I can be regarded as a human being only if I do it. On condition.
I don't want to feel that way! I am a human being no matter what!
I AM A HUMAN BEING.
Porn is boring.
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